I’ve taken a little break from blogging. I’ve felt so uninspired lately. I’m going to keep this post short because I still don’t have much to say. I’m very happy with my life right now but I had to stop running due to the injury I had in my foot with the glass a few months ago. I had to get some pieces removed from it and it isn’t getting any better because I hadn’t given it enough time to heal. My foot is constantly aching. I was too excited to run again so six days later, I got back out there and well, I regret it haha.
It definitely isn’t a big deal to most people but I LOVE running more than anything!!!! It’s what I do and have done for the past ten years. I have never had to take a break from it, even during my pregnancies, so I’m just irritated and sad about it all lately. I keep trying to think of things to write about but I just can’t complete a post. Sounds like an excuse but when you’re used to doing all this physical activity and then just have to completely stop, it’s overwhelming. You feel so useless. It’s like, how do I even function? I haven’t been doing. I’ll come to my laptop with all these ideas, I’d write a few lines and then my mind would go blank. Nothing. I’ve even stopped taking so many pictures because I feel like they will be crap and I have an assignment for my course that is past-due.
I’ve been letting everything make me cry this week. It’s so ridiculous. I’m sure if popped a camera up in my house for a day, you’d all have a good laugh. I’m just a mess. But I’m able to laugh about it and the good thing about me is I bounce back pretty quickly because I refuse to live a sad life. I accept that it’s my fault that I’m not better. I usually give myself a couple of days to get it out of my system then I’m back to normal. So I’m ready to move on and just get over it. I’m sure I’ll be running sooner than I think. Hopefully, my foot heals nicely. Nerve damage is a bitch but it’s not the end of the world. I still have my foot. Life is still great and I’m not going to allow it to affect my days! I have things to do, I a life to live.
I hope everyone is enjoying this cooler weather and I’ll be back when I feel more inspired to write. Which I think will be Monday! That seems like a good day 🙂